Falling apart

I'm almost not even ashamed to tell you that these boots have been my absolute favourite pair for years and years and years. By now I actually wear them with 2 pair of loose insoles and a bunch of tape in the heel but I'm afraid that soon they will completely fall apart anyway. I can't seem to find ány pair to replace them with, though - they're always either too slick or too big. SO if any of you have any ideas where to look for a pair like these, please let me know? Happy weekend everyone!

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